From War to Walk.

     A reason, excuse, motive, etc. utilize to spread the hatred between brothers, sisters and family.  Every fraction of a second a war comes to an end and another one starts.  This may happen within countries, why? For power, money, territory and, even more, selfishness.  We humans have an more important war to face than these of the countries.  The war of our consciousness, about who we are and who we ought to be. Without  noticing it, everyday we strive for sometime.  It could be the love a girl, a goal you propose to yourself or the depression you have because of an unhappy event.  A fight with our inner us and soul clashes into a automatic system where we discover a precious answer that may be the solution for the problems we have and even the ones that we " think" we have.  War defines us.  Is one of the most describing terms we could possibly have.  But, why is that?  It demonstrates how sensible to stupidity we are,  how strong we can be when anger blinds us and, at the same time, how weak we are, cause of the lack of self control.  

Again, the temptation of human recognition leads to unrecognizable situations.  Closed up between the walls of the human brain lies the emitter of a life.  He who is capable of stopping war, not only his war, but maybe another persons war.  He's just sitting there thinking, doing nothing, trying to find answers, without noticing he's just creating new bombings in his territory.  A unknown creature ( consciousness) comes, lies around the lost man and makes him reconsider the idea about his surroundings, a pound in the center of the mans chest is heard and a human is born again.  In his two feet confidence is brought back again, it comes to him like a breeze of air.  A step is putted forward and the war comes to an end. 

Death : The Unstoppable, Unpredictable and Undesirable.

     Something unstoppable, unpredictable and, more than anything, something undesirable, that's what death is.  I see this term of "death" in a different point of view.  Why is that?  Because I'm religious person, specifically a protestant.  In my religion death is a blessing, because the person gets to be saved by God and live in paradise.  As a religious person is not easy to achieve this grace which will get me save.  There's a process involved and it is not easy to complete it.  The thing is that we can see death as an achievement, ( like in my case) a problem or even a solution for some people.  Why a solution? It may be because they have a desperate life, lots of financier problems and mental breakdowns. These could be three main reasons for someone to commit suicide and to finish with their unending " torture".  Death is something everybody is scared of.  Just by mentioning the word " death" any human being trembles into deep fear.

     Have you ever asked yourself : for what do we live if we are gonna die anyways?  We humans are evolving creatures.  We invent stuff, create new things everyday and have the most broad imagination ever.  Of course to keep balance in the world people must die.  Is a cycle where people die in order for others to live.   Death may be total and unending darkness for humanity.  A process in which your love ones are gone and teared apart from your heart in the fearless way you would've possibly imagine.  People may also be dead in live.  Why?  Well, because people suffer rejection, depression and loneliness.  Thanks to these situations that society puts people through it's why suicide has increased and so have depression.  Rejection leads to the creation of mind walls, which don't allow the person to interact with other people, likely defining the term of death in live.  Even from death a human can learn many things.  Like what?  Well, to have more love and appreciation for the people around you, to be stronger in hard live situation ( losing a family member) and even to have more courage through life, because we face death more than we can even imagine.  Everyday we are close to death and by every situation that passes through, 
death is closer to us. 

Happiness in Order of Freedom.

•      What is being happy?  Easily describe, being happy is to feel free, without weights on your back and, more than anything, alive.   I would say that in my case is easy.  I'm a happy person. I just love laughing and, even more, the feeling of love in me, which causes me laughter.  Like I told you in the beginning of this blog, I'm a musician.  Music is everything to me.  When I'm down,  music lifts me up and when I feel music is down in my heart, I just create a path where I fall in love with music and that love takes me to happiness again and every time.  For those of you that don't know, I lost my father when I was 9 years old.  Guess what brought a smile to my face.  Music! That's what brought happiness into my life.  I have a guitar and I've felt in love with her ( Nelly).  My instrument and I are more united than any cellular compartment in my body, although she's just an object.  When I feel the beat of music, the only thing I can do is smile.  What music says to me is so short, heart moving and breath taking, but so effective in my brain, soul and consciousness.  It is unexplainable what I feel.  I wish you could understand the love, which takes me to the happiness I feel every time music runs through my veins. 

                                 

                                               A little part of me.

•      My friend... You do not have to worry about anything. Happiness is something you yourself create, not something that someone brings you.  I may be confusing you, but look at it this way.  Love... When a person falls in love with you, the person goes to you and offers his/her love, but you don't take that love like that and done.  It's a process.  You start creating love which you share with that person that offered his/her love to you.  It's really the same with happiness.  People may bring you happiness, but if you don't created and believe it within yourself that happiness is going nowhere.  You have to be your own motivation.  Look at me... my guitar makes me happy... that's true... but, I'm really making myself happy, because I'm the one that makes the guitar sound, as beautiful, as I want her to sound.  The sounds that the strings of my instrument makes in perfect sync with my voice is the creation of my own motivation within my heart. When you are happy you tell the world that you're someone, that you don't care what anybody thinks of you and that the dark walls that had probably held you are broken and once again you're free; like the moon, shining through out the white tiles of a cloud; like a bird, flying again after it's fall; like the ocean, taking over the last pieces of earth left; like a sword,  slashing between anything in it's path; like the universe, without knowing it's beginning nor it's own end.  That's the way happiness works! In order of your own freedom!

What Runs through Your Veins, Reflects in Your Soul.

• Hi! My name is Jonathan Santana.  Currently, I'm a biology student at the University of Puerto Rico in Cayey.  Also, a musician and a singer. I play three instruments, these are : guitar, bass and piano, but the one I dominate the most is the bass.  Previously, I studied in a military school and at the same time in a music school, that how I became a musician.  Like I told you, I'm studying biology.  Why? It's simple.  I love nature, animals and more than anything the way in that our human body and mind works. 

• Another thing I do with my spear time is race.  What kind of races?  Car races.  I'm talking about real cars, although I only have my car. I've fell in love with speed and adrenaline. Obviously, precaution is the most important detail about this part of my life.  I know there's a certain time and place to do this kind of stuff with the necessary help, cooperation and people.  This kind of "sport" is about having fun and to demonstrate the limits of modern engineering, not to endangered the life of someone else.  Now you may ask yourself : What is he's purpose? or, Why does he expresses himself like this?  Easy, I've been assigned to write and discuss about certain themes, which my Prof. Iara Segarra gave to me. I won't do this assignment just because is worth a grade, I'll do it to open my heart ( not literally) and to shown everyone of my peers who I really am.